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💀THE RAWEST, MOST UNHINGED PERSONALITY TAROT BLOG ON JEON JUNGKOOK EVER (PROBABLY ON TUMBLR SO FAR) tw: sensitive themes + his current mental health.

⚠️ Disclaimer: This is a tarot-based psychological interpretation for entertainment and introspective purposes only. It is not intended to label, diagnose, or define the real Jungkook as a person. This post dives deep into shadow archetypes, emotional patterns, and possible unconscious behaviors using symbolic card meanings. Please do not take it as fact.

🧷Note from lumi: This is long and not sugarcoated. If you made it here,thank you for reading. So here’s me doing that no simping, no safe takes.

What are Jungkook’s fears, his darker and hidden side ?

✦ TAROT SPREAD

(Five of Swords Reversed, Three of Swords , The Hermit Reversed,The Devil, Knight of Wands, Wheel of Fortune,Page of Wands,Seven of Pentacles,Two of Pentacles Reversed, King of Swords, Knight of Pentacles Reversed, Four of Swords Reversed,Nine of Pentacles Reversed)

At first glance, Jungkook appears as the golden maknae and the one who can do everything, the one who laughs easily, dances like the music is made for him, sings like he's baring his soul but never giving too much away and that's the first sign, his deepest fears are buried so well under layers of charisma, perfectionism, and momentum that even he sometimes doesn’t fully register them. There is a sadness inside Jungkook that feels ancient. The Three of Swords shows a heart pierced,it’s the kind of emotional wound that comes from betrayal, loss, and fear of never being enough. It's grief he carries like a quiet shadow. Somewhere deep inside him lives a memory of abandonment. Maybe not a literal abandonment, but a moment in his early life where he felt like no one was coming to save him. A moment where he needed someone to understand, to explain things, to say: "It's okay to be scared. You're not alone." That moment never came. And so he built himself up to be everything,so no one could ever leave again.

The Devil in his psyche reveals a fear of being trapped in his own mind, patterns, and perfection. He clings to control because if he lets go, he fears he’ll drown in everything he’s buried including the pain, the anxiety, the pressure, the exhaustion. The Two of Pentacles reversed shows a hidden panic about being overwhelmed. He keeps so many balls in the air like his career, image, people’s expectations, his own goals. But sometimes, in the quiet moments, there’s a whisper that says: "What if I drop it all? What if I can't keep going?" He has a tendency to numb, to run, to work until he collapses and to distract himself with projects, ideas, fantasies because to pause is to feel everything.

Jungkook fears being stuck. The Knight of Pentacles reversed points to a terror of mediocrity, of slowing down, of being normal. The thought of being ordinary makes his skin crawl. He wants greatness, not for praise, but because it’s the only way he knows how to survive emotionally.He believes that if he’s constantly moving forward, constantly achieving, he won’t have to go backward into those painful places, but this is exhausting and part of him knows that.

Despite the crowds, the fans, the family, the friends, there is a part of Jungkook that feels deeply alone. The Hermit reversed reveals a shadow side of introversion. When he isolates, it’s not for peace. It’s punishment. He goes into his own head and gets stuck He has a fear of vulnerability. Not surface-level vulnerability, but soul-level nakedness. The kind that requires asking for help. He fears being seen in his raw, unfiltered self because that self feels too messy, too needy, too much. He doesn’t know what to do with people who see him and stay. Part of him doesn’t even believe they exist.

The Five of Swords reversed is an interesting card for Jungkook. On one level, it suggests a fear of conflict. He hates letting people down. But deeper than that, it shows self-conflict. He turns rage inward. When something goes wrong, he doesn’t lash out at the world. He says: “What did I do? Why wasn’t I better?” He’s harder on himself than anyone else ever could be. He also fears losing face, losing respect. There’s a strong sense of “I must not look weak.” This creates internal wars where he fights with versions of himself with what he wants vs. what is expected.

The Four of Swords reversed shows someone who refuses to rest. Jungkook doesn’t know how to stop. He’s scared of stillness. To him, rest can feel like weakness. Like the world might move on without him if he stops to breathe, but beneath that fear is an even deeper one like if he rests, the emotions might come. The ones he’s been bottling since he was too young to understand what to do with them.He’s not afraid of tiredness. He’s afraid of the truths that rise when the body gets quiet.

The King of Swords is controlled, analytical, mature,while the Page of Wands is curious, impulsive, childlike. He swings between these roles.Sometimes he’s a wise old soul who sees everything with piercing clarity. Other times, he’s a boy trying to make sense of his place in a world that’s way too loud. The fear here? That the real him will always be split. That people want one or the other,not both.

There’s something quietly devastating about the Nine of Pentacles reversed in his energy. On the surface, this card is about luxury and independence. Reversed, it shows someone who looks like they have it all but feels spiritually bankrupt. He’s scared that all this success, all this acclaim, won’t ever be enough to fill the emotional void. That no matter how many achievements stack up, he’ll still lie awake at night wondering: “Why do I still feel empty sometimes?”.

The Knight of Wands shows a fire in him that sometimes even he can’t control. He can be reckless, impulsive, passionate, he throws himself into things.,but the Wheel of Fortune beside it says: life has taught him how fast things can change.He fears losing control to destiny off building something beautiful only to have it taken away. He walks with a subconscious belief that all good things are temporary. That luck doesn’t last. That love might vanish like smoke.

the Seven of Pentacles shows a man pausing mid-growth, wondering if all his effort is worth it. Jungkook fears that his legacy won’t matter. That he’ll give all of himself and somehow… still feel like something is missing.He doesn’t just want to be remembered. He wants to feel like it meant something. That the pain had a purpose. That he didn’t suffer just to entertain. He’s terrified of waking up one day and realizing he lived his life for everyone else.That’s the wound behind every reversed card. That’s why he pushes, why he performs, why he polishes because cause somewhere along the line, he learned that love must be earned and if he’s not careful, he’ll spend his whole life trying to earn what he already deserves just by being.

The Page of Wands isn’t just fear. He’s starting to question these patterns. Starting to explore what real self-love looks like. Starting to wonder if maybe… just maybe… he can be loved even when he’s messy, tired, and undone. He’s learning. Slowly. Painfully. Beautifully and that’s the beginning of everything.

What are Jungkook’s toxic traits and behaviors in relationships (family, friends, and romantic) ?

✦ TAROT SPREAD

(Two of Cups Reversed, Queen of Swords Reversed, Page of Wands Reversed, Eight of Cups, King of Cups)

Let’s just say... commitment scares him even if he wants it badly. Like, he’ll be the guy dreaming about forever with you but suddenly act distant the minute it gets too real. He’s the type to misread emotional closeness as pressure and when it comes to romance? He can ghost emotionally like he’s there physically, but mentally and spiritually? Gone because deep down, he’s scared of being abandoned or rejected. So he’ll reject you first… in small, quiet ways. Through silence. Through busyness. Through not letting you fully in.

When he feels threatened or misunderstood, he shuts down. Not in a passive way,but in an emotionally cutting way. He can weaponize detachment. He won’t scream or fight, he’ll just freeze you out with that scary calm.This hits family and close friends hardest. If they say the “wrong” thing, challenge him when he’s vulnerable, or try to get too close when he’s not ready? He can go ice cold. Defensive. Dismissive. Like, Don’t even try to read me and nd no one teaches him this is actually cruel sometimes. Because he’s used to being the golden boy,but truth? He hurts people by pretending he doesn’t care when actually he cares too much.

This is a man who craves excitement. If things start to feel stagnant or too emotionally heavy, he might unconsciously stir up drama or chase something new to reignite passion. It’s not always physical cheating, but mentally, he checks out fast if the emotional high fades.He has a low tolerance for “emotional maintenance like, once the honeymoon phase is over, he needs depth or adventure or he’s scrolling through fantasy scenarios in his head again. (Yes, even if he’s in a relationship.) He also doesn’t always finish what he starts. If he doesn’t feel “seen” immediately, he may quit emotionally before ever actually talking things through.

This is big. He’s not confrontational, but he does disappear when he feels overwhelmed or like he can’t meet your needs. That’s toxic if you’re someone who craves consistency.This walking-away habit also shows up with family,especially if they pressure him emotionally. He feels guilty AF about it, but instead of working through it? He ghosts. Retreats. Withdraws. And then secretly hopes they’ll chase him... but won’t admit it. It’s self-protection, but it burns bridges and the worst part? He always thinks he’ll go back and fix it... but never knows how to.

He actually does care deeply. He’s loyal, intuitive, and incredibly emotionally intelligent,but only when he feels 100% safe and not judged.He’ll never explode or rage. His toxicity is in what he withholds, his silence and his inability to fully let people in unless they pass all 900 levels of his loyalty test.

Jungkook isn’t toxic in the “red flag, get out” way, he’s toxic in the “I will pretend I’m okay until I explode in private and you’ll never know why I’m pulling away” kind of way. He’s healing, but yeah, the healing’s slow. You gotta be patient, intuitive, and not afraid to call him out lovingly or else he’ll keep hiding in the comfort of performance and fantasy,and never learn how to really connect.

What is the worst thing Jungkook 'can do' to someone emotionally, mentally, and spiritually, knowingly or unknowingly ?

✦ TAROT SPREAD

(Nine of Wands reversed, Five of Swords, The Star)

He doesn’t argue and withdraws. He doesn’t explain. He lets you overthink and destroy yourself trying to understand.He can make you feel like you lost, but somehow, he’s the victim. And that disorients people, especially the ones who just wanted to love him. It’s not calculated evil but survival mode, but that doesn't make it any less destructive.

He holds out, he endures, he almost commits to real healing or real connection… and then? He taps out. If you’re dating or loving him, he might let you open up, share your wounds, make you feel like you're building a deep bond,and right when you need consistency or vulnerability from him, he emotionally checks out. He doesn’t confront, doesn’t clarify. he just gets tired and pulls back and leaves you holding the weight of everything that was built.It’s emotional abandonment with a soft smile and that messes people up.

The Star is about hope, healing, destiny. It’s when someone walks into your life and makes you feel seen, understood, inspired. Like you matter.So what’s the worst thing he can do? He can become someone’s Star… and then disappear. He’ll show you that you’re not broken that your love is valid, that your dreams aren’t too big and then one day, without warning, he’ll stop showing up for you and the sad truth? He didn’t do it to hurt you. He did it because he never believed he was worthy of being your Star in the first place so he left before you could “realize” it too.

What has Jungkook actually 'done' to people (The Worst of the Worst) ?

✦ TAROT SPREAD

(The World, Six of Pentacles, Ten of Cups, Nine of Wands reversed, Four of Pentacles)

Jungkook’s worst emotional sin? Emotional possession.He collects people like memories. Lovers, friends, exes,he doesn’t let them go. Even if he’s done with them, he wants to know they’re still thinking of him. Still longing and wondering, but he won’t give anything back.He guards his true feelings like treasure in a locked vault. He’ll let people spiral with overthinking before ever saying the real thing. He keeps them around with little touches of presence but never lets them in.He doesn’t want to share his emotional core. He wants to own yours and this becomes unhinged when paired with his charm. He’ll be sweet, polite, even tender,but deep down? He doesn’t trust anyone. So he keeps everyone on emotional layaway.

He’s made people rewrite their entire lives around a version of him that never existed,then left them with nothing but silence and memory

What’s the worst thing Jungkook has done to himself?

✦ TAROT SPREAD

(Three of Pentacles reversed, Knight of Pentacles, Eight of Cups)

He didn’t let people in. He acted like he could do everything on his own. He rejected advice, shut out friends or staff,might’ve sabotaged good collaborations and took on too much alone and suffered in silence.He kept showing up, kept pushing, kept moving, even when he had nothing left to give. This isn’t discipline,it’s self-destruction disguised as “hard work.”He left opportunities, relationships, or moments of healing because he didn’t feel worthy, or because the emotional intensity scared him.He’s probably cut off people who loved him,turned his back on joy and walked away from his own needs.

He’s someone who ties control to his physical discipline. If he felt overwhelmed emotionally, he might have turned to food control or fasting as a way to feel in charge of something.the emotional self-punishment was deep enough that it could’ve escalated into physical pain,especially during younger years or emotional lows. He’s not the type to leave a visible trail.He’d hide it like hell.

Physically, mentally, emotionally. He’s pushed his body past limits. Ignored injuries. Worked through exhaustion. Internalized guilt until it made him sick. Possibly stopped eating, stopped sleeping, isolated when he needed connection, and shamed himself for needing anything human.

Do BTS and Jungkook’s family know about the ways he’s hurt himself (emotionally, mentally) ?

✦ TAROT SPREAD

(Four of Pentacles reversed, The World, The Star, The Chariot, Ten of Cups)

Yes,but it’s complicated.

This card shows that Jungkook did open up,but only after holding it in for a long time. It wasn’t a soft, early confession. It was the kind of truth that leaks out after a breakdown or a scary moment.He likely hit a moment where he couldn’t hold it in anymore and maybe someone witnessed it. So yes, someone close a member, a hyung, maybe a parent has seen him when he wasn’t okay.

BTS especially they’ve seen the signs. They know when his smile is fake. They know when he’s going quiet for a reason. They’ve been with him through so many seasons of his life, they can feel it when he’s suffering even if he won’t say it. They might not know the full depth (like whether he’s self-harmed),but they absolutely know he’s been in a dark place more than once. Family might be less emotionally direct,but his parents know too especially his mother. She feels it, even if he pretends.

BTS and his family don’t just know,they worry. They want to help. They believe in his softness, his goodness, and they’re probably trying in quiet ways to make sure he stays emotionally safe.This card also shows they see his potential beyond his pain.They don’t treat him like a lost cause.They’re rooting for his healing,whether he opens up fully or not. The boys especially RM, Yoongi, and Jin know Jungkook hates being coddled. So they don’t force him to talk. Instead, they back him by keeping the schedule tight when he needs distraction,letting him blow off steam and respecting his silence but staying nearby.

No matter how low he’s gotten, BTS and his family will always stay by his side.They love him unconditionally, and even if he’s done things to hurt himself, they don’t judge him for it. They just want him whole.

Jungkook’s mental health journey since debut

✦ TAROT SPREAD

(Page of Pentacles, Death, The Magician)

2013–2015: Naïve, eager, and silently overwhelmed

At debut, Jungkook was a kid who wanted to impress everyone his hyungs, the company, fans, himself. He had a schoolboy mentality like show up, do the work, don’t cry,but deep down? He was absorbing immense pressure. He didn’t know how to process it so he internalized everything, especially feelings of not being good enough, needing to “grow up” fast,constantly being watched and judged.He wasn’t mentally broken, but he wasn’t free either. This was the seed stage of long-term stress patterns.

2016–2020: The breakdown

It’s ego death. Identity death. The collapse of who you thought you were.This confirms: his mental health hit major low points during these years. Hehas experienced major emotional transformation like shedding the people pleaser mask.These were the years he likely questioned why he was even doing this, faced deep burnout, isolation, and probably unhealthy coping mechanisms and felt like he couldn’t go back to being “that kid,” but also didn’t know who the hell he was becoming This is also when BTS blew up worldwide. More fame bought in more identity crisis. He couldn’t escape the role he had been assigned, and that messed him up mentally.

2021–Now: Healing slowly and painfully

Now, Jungkook’s not healed,but he’s way more self-aware.This card shows he’s finally learning to take control of his reality.He knows his mind is powerful maybe too powerful,but he’s learning to communicate more openly,being honest with himself about his limits, taking control of what he can influence like his body, schedule, music and stop being the emotional scapegoat of his own life.He’s transforming pain into creation, not just coping.He’s still got scars and till has triggers also overworks sometimes,but now he knows what he's doing and why he's doing it.

Is Jungkook fine after coming back from the military?

✦ TAROT SPREAD

(The High Priestess, The Devil reversed, Seven of Swords, Eight of Cups,Eight of Pentacles, Nine of Pentacles)

No, not right away.

This is him going full mute mode. He’s come back with heavy inner thoughts, but he’s not opening up to anyone not fans, not the boys, not even family fully. He’s just… quiet.watchful.withholding. He doesn’t know how to put it into words, and even if he could, he doesn’t think anyone would understand.

While he was in the military, he had to let go of a lot of control, freedom, and identity and now that he’s out, he’s trying to reclaim power over his own life,but he’s still haunted by that environment. He likely saw or experienced things that tightened his chest, pushed his limits, or made him feel less human.

Will Things Get Better? Eventually yes, He’s going to leave behind old emotional expectations both from others and himself.He won’t rely on sudden miracles or overnight recovery. Instead, he’ll slowly build new routines, pour into personal projects,reconnect to creativity and maybe even go to therapy (or something like it)

How can we make Jungkook feel better as Fans?

✦ TAROT SPREAD

(Nine of Wands, Ten of Pentacles, Knight of Wands)

He’s emotionally exhausted. Physically worn. And more than anything, he’s always in defense mode. So what does he need from fans? Stop expecting him to be “on” all the time. If he doesn’t post, if he goes quiet, if he skips a birthday live — please let him. Respect his boundaries without guilt-tripping him. When you push him with “we miss the old you 🥺” or “you’re so distant lately 😢,” you think you’re being sweet, but you're actually putting emotional weight on someone already carrying a lot. Give him the gift of rest of still being loved when he’s low-energy, private, or absent.

Be unshakable in your love. No matter what.If he changes his look or music style,support it. If he drops off for months and comes back different,still welcome him.He’s not just an artist. He’s a human trying to build something lasting.That means support his brand,respect his choices,cheer for his independence and love him even if BTS one day ends.

Jungkook is intense, wild-hearted, creative, and constantly evolving. The cards says don’t cling to who he was. Grow with him. He doesn’t want fans who idolize. He wants fans who create, evolve, and burn bright in their own lives too. So ask yourself: Are you just watching his life unfold… or are you building your own? Are you just following every step… or are you inspired to take your own leaps? He’s attracted to energy and that moves, not worships.The best thing you can do? Be you boldly. Chase your own shi. Let him be fuel, not fantasy.

✨ Lumi’s lil footnote✨ ok real talk…this tarot reading literally took me 2 full days, and ngl it was so energy draining I actually felt sick during parts of it. the energy around this was heavy, raw, and emotionally intense. but I really wanted to do it right. this isn’t just a reading, it’s my tribute to jungkook’s healing and resilience, esp after his military return. if you’re reading this: send him your love. even silently. he’ll feel it. also: soulmate reading part 3 is dropping tonight, so stay tuned 🫶 pls show this blog some love. it helps me keep pouring my heart into these readings. and remember: be kind, fr. to him and to yourselves. 💜 — Lumi

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